

I am – distressed
by people whose ideas are born from beyond the mess of intoxication.
Their histories, lined with memory grease
allow regrets to slip by, no longer grasping onto conscience;
a white glare, pasted on past and future, disposes details,
allowing only blurred and shadowy access.
I am – repressed
because people make champions of oppressors
and praise breast-beating triumphalists as free of defects.
I am – oppressed
for it feels we are governed by agents whose mouths are full of marvels
yet whose acts are as slippery as a sorcerer.
I am unimpressed
by political scavengers who feast
hyena-like, preying on people half dead, easily discomposed into
believing each one has a different taste.
I am – aghast
that so many folk are whelp-like, toothless,
powerless to explore beyond a dominion
defined by the leash secured around their necks.
They are loath to snarl or bite the dog-walker,
so off they toddle to treats and whistles carefully coralled into the kennel he selects.
I am – at my saddest
because the well of sympathy seems caked with soot-soaked promises
and the spirit of these times is signified by the seduction of siren songs.
I am – nescient;
unable to discern if those all around are dissimulators,
after all, I am aware my nourishment is the milk from their breasts.
I am – depressed
stifled and suppressed,
unable to harvest perspicacity from the fascist.
I am – suspicious
of the man who crows over me when I acknowledge my own inaccuracy,
yet his calumny is trumpeted over and over, louder and stronger and
I am – repulsed
by the reek of his scent.
It stinks of crushed ambition yet
he sleeps like a cat, fat and complacent.
I am – anxious
that there skulk among us skeptics. infecting us,
spreading dis-unity, conflating servility with trust.
Finally, I am – undressed,
naked, before those who regard equal opportunities,
decorum and decency to be utopian unrealities
rather than destiny
for the ingenuous,
hard-working,
high principled
people of conscience as
You are.
