She smiled like she was halfway gone,
vulnerable but somehow strong.
I gave her pearls, she gave me doubt,
She cha-cha’d in, then she tangoed out.
I had no use for joy that doesn’t sing
Didn’t know the nuance of a sweet assassin
So I stood there elemental, king of nothing at all
and told her everything I’d lost, in my story of downfall.
Chorus
I’ve been homesick all my life
For a place I’ve never lived.
For a door that’s always open,
For a heart with more to give.
I’ve been chasing something certain
Through a world that won’t forgive
Yeah, I’ve been homesick all my life
For a place I’ve never lived.
V2
Took her to the carnival,
She wore a stranger’s grin.
Told me I was farcical,
But she let me tuck her in.
She played her part so smoothly
While I stumbled through the script.
left me with lipstick and a ticket
For a place I’ll always miss.
Chorus (repeat)
I’ve been homesick all my life… (etc.)
Bridge
Maybe home’s not bricks and timber,
Not a body, not a bed,
Just the echo of a whisper
lodged inside your head.
Maybe I’s born to wander,
Never meant to stay or land.
But there’s a script behind my eyeballs
Still try in’ to understand.
Final Chorus
I’ve been homesick all my life
For a place I can’t describe.
Like a song now long forgotten,
Words more dead than over-ripe
If I find it, I won’t know it,
No matter what it has to give, coz
I’ve been homesick all my life
For a place I’ve never lived
